One Tree

Love is a temporary madness.

It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides.

And when it subsides, you have to make a decision.

You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part.

Because this is what love is.

 Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement. It is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion.

That is just being “in love” which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.

Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms had fallen from our branches, we found that we were one tree and not two.

St. Augustine.

Lame Dreams

Last night I dreamt about doing the dishes. 

 

There was nothing out of the ordinary. It wasn’t a huge stack of dishes.. nor was I using excessive amounts of soap… nor did a dragon suddenly appear that I was supposed to slay with the power of Palmolive. This is the normal context of the majority of dreams I remember myself having. 

 

But last night, I dreamt purely about doing the dishes.. that’s it. I just did dishes, that’s all I can remember. I don’t know how I’m supposed to interperate that but I’ll take it as a sign that my life has been really mundane, uninteresting, and lifeless lately, and that I need to spice things up (WEEKEND HERE I COME!!) 

 

I’m curious to know… What’s the lamest (or most interesting if you can’t think of a lame one) dream you’ve ever had?

This You Don't Care

Believe? I want a hair like this. >.<"

Excited!

Think of CNY... Think of i can rest at home.. Think of i can eat all i can.. Think of i can do / go wherever i want.. Woohoo!!!!

CNY's coming... I can get outta here!!!
No stress, no pain, no trouble.
LOL^^
I'm gonna stay at home... No need to waste money.. Or maybe i can set up a swimming pool and swim!!!

I'm gonna eat all i can, eat all i want and eat what i want^^
I'm gonna watch TV, watch movie and play my games and sing all i want!!!
So don't try to stop me!!!
♪(´ε｀ )

But the most place i wana go, is holiday to the beach.
I wana go to the beach...
Too bad my fattie Jerral don't have any time...
Maybe i'll just go myself...
If only maybe.......... (｡-_-｡)

24 December 2011

Today is Christmas Eve. Everybody busy picking and buying gift and exchange gift for family, friends, and their love one.

I don't know what to buy, so i didn't buy anything.
Lazy to buy, donno what to buy, no money to buy... Whatever ever...

Raining day.. Hope my home-town don't rain again last this year.
Don't flood again like this year.
My house just finish repainting the walls, so just don't please..
I still wana celebrate CNY~~>.<

Check out this great MSN video: Contagious Subway Laughter

Check out this great MSN video: Contagious Subway Laughter

White chopstick from fattie Jerral.
He said that it can help me to use the chopstick the correct way.
>.<"
Cuz he said i use the chopstick "X" way...
Actually it doesn't matter, as long as i can take the food up and eat.
LOL^^

MAMA 2011 in Singapore

Yeah!!! I just finish watching MAMA 2011 in Singapore through Channel U. Wow!!!! 2ne1 won twice^^
Best Vocal Group and Best Song Of The Year awards! Actually a little bit sad cuz the didn't won the best artist of the year. The best artist of the year goes to SNSD.
But anyway, a big congratulation to 2ne1~~~^^ and also SNSD^^
I love them so much!
Keep this energy up girls.
Hope 2ne1 you girls can get the Best Artist Of The Year award next time..

NOLZA ♪───Ｏ（≧∇≦）Ｏ────♪

me2day

I just join me2day yesterday!! Haha...
So the purpose that why i join me2day...... Is because i know my idol is there. I just wana follow them.
Emmm....nonsence right...
Haha!! d(^_^o)

So just join for fun~ XD

17.11.11

Today feel kinda tired.
Lately there are no place to go...
Everynight really no idea of where to go with my boyfriend.
Mmm... I should go out on weekend, out of Singapore.
I wanna go Melacca, find some of my VIPs.. XD
I wanna go back home~~^^
I'll check the tickets status.

I was waiting for Twilight, The Breaking Dawn Part 1 to release on 24 Nov.
I AM gonna catch this. Hahaha... If my boyfriend doesn't wanna watch, i'll get other friends.
LOL^^
*waiting.... *waiting.... >.<"

BORED................................................................................................

11.11.11

Today after work, meeting my dear.
Just as usual...dinner at his house.
Tonight his brother come for dinner too. His brother's son are so cute!
Haha... When i go there, he say "Hello~~" to mi^^
He is just 2 years old. Aww~~>.<
and when his brother and his family wana go home, my dear's brother's son come and say bye-bye!
Awww~~~~ so cute and fair.
So cute! So cute! So cute!!!

I stay at his sis house till 12.30am.
Then we went to Changi Airport.
We reach Changi Airport at 1.15am.
The last time we go T2 and T3, so this time i told Jerral to go T1. He said actually there's nothing at T1.
Hmm... But we haven't been yet, now to T1.
Mmm...really nothing there. Haha...
While we are walking around there, we talking about flying. Yea... The next time i wana travel flying, i wana go from Changi Airport. Haha..
My dear will go~~with me of course! Lol^^
so where should we go then?
Mmm... I'll save some money to go.
Firstly, i'm gonna see where wana travel. Then budget everything, save, book, then GO!!! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maybe next year. Haha... I wana go island, beach, relax, have fun playing, enjoy! I don't really like shopping in a city. Cuz if wana shop, everywhere, just the things selling is different.
But is island or beach, not every place have. Some island sucks. Some is extremely cool~~^^
I wana go an island~ I wana go an island~^^

after walking around and talking a lots, we have our supper. 6' inch sandwich, Sprite, soup-of-the-day and giant cup of Mocha Latte. Yummmm~~~~~~

Haha... Tired but fun^^

I reach home...3am in the morning.
And i sleep only at 5am. (cuz of the coffee)
Lol^^

Night Safari

5 Nov 2011 - Saturday
Today, mi and my dear went Night Safari. Actually it's the part 2 of our Zoo trip last 2 weeks ago. That time was raining, so we decided to go another day for the Night Safari.

When the first thing we went in, it's the fire show. There are some guys and women playing with fire. My dear said they are Thai people. Mmm....i think so. I wonder how much they got doing this show or this job for eating the fire. Hahaa...
Firstly we wana take tram, but it's very crouded and long que. So we just walk 1 by 1 part.

We saw the alligator feeding on meet, the otters were keep looking at us like they're waiting for us, like they pitty. They are really cute and innocence. I love Otters. And my dear said i look like Otters. (\_/#)
Then we saw deers, Babirusa, Giant Flying Squirel, Pangolin and many more.
The most excited is the Tiger. Know why.... Cuz the tiger come to us when mi and my dear bend down. It was so so soooo close to us. Its face are HUGE! WOW!!!! At first i was thinking if it come to mi, i sure stick my face to the glass. But when it really come, it scare mi as its head are really damn huge!! It's like a giant cat. Really amazing!! We got lucky~^^

After all the walking, we take the tram. When on tram, we circle around the place and see the animals without cage. All the animal along the tram ride were not in cage. They are free to roam around. We saw the elephants, Hyena, deer, Tapir, and many more i can't remember. Hahaa...

After the tram, my dear wana bring mi go to the show at 10.30pm but it's totaly full. Awww.....too bad.... Wasted...
But it's ok.. ^.^

Today is tired but really happy and excited.
Thanks dear Jerral^^
*muaksss... Night night~~~

Shopping Part 2 - With Frieda (My colleague)

4 Nov - Friday
Today after work, i went shopping again. But this time with my colleague, Frieda^^
Guess what i've got. I have got a pair of working black high heels shoe, 2 shirt, 2 dress, 1 screen protector for my dearest. Alltogether i spend $60.
I also change my iphone 4 screen protector. My previous screen protector was a mirror, but it's kinda hard to see the screen at day time.
So after 6 months of using the mirror type screen protector, i've decided to change. (at last...)
I've got a matte type screen protector. Actually i wanna get the private type screen protector so that people beside me can't see. But it was kinda black in color, and something pop up in my mind. (if i change private type, it's black, so i have to adjust my brightness up and this cause my battery goes down more faster)
So i end up change to the matte type.
After we finish shopping, we had dinner at KFC with my colleague and her fiance. This is the first time i meet her fiance. (they're going to married in 2013 and i'm invited)
Hahaha.....^^

Shopping with my dearest

2 Nov - Wednesday
Went Bugis shopping with my dearest after i knock off from work. It's not so crouded today, that's what my dearest like.
He was looking for jeans pants for work and he found it, 2 pairs of jeans pants for $50. But unfortunally he can't find his Galaxy S1 screen protector. Hahaha...
For mi, i wanted to get a pair of working shoe and a sandle but can't, too bad. I went to collect my buddha amulet that i suppose to collect 6 months ago. (Ops!) Supprisingly, they still keep for mi. (Yeah~)
After the buying, we went dinner. He wanted to bring mi to try the curry fish at another side of Bugis but it's full house and if we want, we need to wait in the waiting list. So we end up at Fish & Co. (didn't went to the curry fish) It's expensive, the bill was $58. (My GOD!) We can eat for 6 days with that amount. LOL^^
Actually i don't wana eat there, but once in a month, so it's fine. (Thanks dear^^)
But the sad things is, his mother cook. Ahh!! So wasted we didn't eat at his home. Got soup too! Awwwww.... There goes my soup again~~~~~T.T

A Little Too Not So Busy

Aiksss.....
These few days i went to some places but i haven't have times to upload all the photos.
Maybe tonight i will get some times to upload the photos.
Too many things to write but time is not enough...
After work, meeting my dear.. reach home about 11-12am.
Stay home watch movie with my dear till 1am-2am....then sleep.
>.<"

23 October 2011

Haha... I hope you can see this, but you can't cuz you donno my blog. Hehe... Sad and happy, we been through together. I love it when you lie on me, i love it when you act cute sometimes, i love it when you hold my hand, i love the way your tummy looks (LOL!), i love all about you~ You have been there for me when i had my hard time. Gosh, i just love the way you hug me^^
Times flies fast ya... It's 1 year now!! Happy 1 year Anniversary^^
I thought you will just great mi, but you brought something for mi. Thanks my dear Jerrallingam~♥. XD
It's a Flower by Kenzo perfume and a photo album. I love the album, it contain you, mi and our photos inside. I'm so surprise! Aww~It's so sweet of you.. It make mi cry when i look at it. I really love the present especially the photo album. I have though of making our photo album for you...you know.. But i do not have much of your pictures, you doesn't even let mi to picture you.
But so sad, i can't buy my gift for you as i'm broke, really damn broke. This is the first time i didn't manage to get a gift! Shit!! Ahh!! I feel horrible cuz i only left $50. I still nees it untill next week before i got paid.
I promise i'll get something for you when i got paid. Please don't mad at mi okay.... How i wish i wasn't broke.....

Happy 1 Year Anniversary~
I'll be there for you and always will.
And we will work things out together.
I love you dear Jerral~♥
*muaksss*

P.S : I also love it when we cuddle together~^^

三个字

没有疼的爱，不是真爱。
我怎能不疼能？

Recovering

Good news.... My ulcer is recovering!!!
I can eat now... Hello to my FOODssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
*munch *munch *munch
But unfortunally i lost my voice...
And now my voice is like a bear...!!  >.<"
And i cough too... serious dry cough.
Doctor gave me cough medic but when i check, Mr. Google told me that the medic is for wet cough.
I'm having dry cough not wet cough, does the medic matters???
Gosh...

Today MC 18 Oct 2011

Today MC... Wake up in the morning feeling unwell. My throat pain a lot and my voice change tune. My ulcer still killing me and feeling slightly small fever.. So sad.... I'm going to clinic later... Haiz....need to waste $ again... ToT

I'm sick

I feel uneasy...
My throat is hurting.. My ulcer is killing mi..
And up-coming.....fever....i think... i can feel it....
Oh no..... i'm feeling a bit dizzy too...
Tonight i'm gonna have a good rest...
Gonna put a DO NOT DISTURB!! sign.
=.="

My ulcer

Oh GOD!! My ulcer is killing me. It's been 3 days. And it's at my jaw point gum there where i open & close my mouth...it's pain. Just brought watermelon frost yesterday, but when i woke up this morning, no use! My throat is pain too!! I check the mirror, GOD, the ulcer is actually a hole! Kinda big and deep hole! I barely can eat not even a bread. My only hope for food...strictly porridge ONLY. Help~~~~~~~~~~>.<"

Rainy day

Morning suddenly heavy rain, i'm all wet when i'm trying to cross the road to work. >.<~
I need to get an umbrella soon. End of the year always rainning. But i don't think last year rains like this year do. Anyway, i went to IKEA after work and have my dinner there. Then to Mustafa, i pass by a new underpass, and headed home...with my dear... Good night~

End of Monday

A bit tired today after work. Reach home have my dinner i brought from interchange. Taking care of my monster pets & my dragons, nearly fall asleep when i trying to rest a while. =.=" I also just download a voice tutor app, it was fun! It teach you how to sing. Hahaha...!

Cold Day

Sky is crying almost everyday. Makes the day feel cold most of the day. I can't even do my laundry.. If only i have a dryer machine.

Chapter 1

I've been re-creating new blog over and over again...